Regarding what you wrote about the world where you knew when everyone would die except for yourself, I enjoyed it. It was a good read. What bothered me is that it was sort of forcing you into a female role, which was sort of a put off for me as a guy. from Anonymous
"Forcing you into a female role."
The character was gender neutral. Never anywhere is it mentioned that the character is a guy or a girl or anything else, so you’re the one that kind of drew that conclusion.
If you’re referring to them lusting after Brian then you should probably think back to any major crush you’ve ever had and maybe try to relate like that, because I know thats kind of how I feel sometimes with people. If you’re referring to the fact that Noam was a sub then sorry to break it to you but a lot of times guys are subs. It happens. Like it doesn’t matter what gender you are you can still enjoy being a sub.